Knowing that you have to go back and let the exact same pain happen again is what hurts the most.
Though Im trying everything not to step back, I cant avoid it. The force that is pulling me backward is too strong that I might stumble any moment and not be able to stand and be forever in misery.
I dont want any of this to happen and to happen again. I know how the pain is and I am so afraid that I might not be able to survive the next time that it will happen.
Everything had changed but my feelings for you didnt, I love you still:)) Happy New Year
fayefiasco:
I may be hard to love sometimes, I may be annoying, stubborn and ill-tempered, and just to give you a heads up, spending the rest of your life with me can be hard. But still, I can love you with the best way I can. It doesn’t go easy but I’m willing to go through with it no matter how hard it can be, just as long as you’re with me.
(Source: prettylittlemayhem)
NO, history is not trying to repeat itself, it is you whose trying to brink back the history and I’ll do everything to stop it. I dont want to be in that state again, I dont want to feel that old same pain again. Actually the pain never left me, I just got used a bit living with it, so please stop bringing me to the past. I cant bear to handle another granade of hurt and dissappointments.
And oh please, mind thinking about me too?
That moment when you didnt try
That moment when you bid goodbye
That moment when you just can hide
And all i do is to let you fly and hear myself cry
Why do you need to lie
When all i know is that what we have is worth the try
I thought loving you pays of the fight
When you look at me i thought you will never let me die
But then i was wrong
And now im nothing but a hopeless stone
Undying love what i used to call
Forever and ever, a promised that we both sworn
But now its all gone and torn
Watch me as i drown into forlorn